C-Bear

10/22/2011.

I wish my dad wasn’t such an asshole. when I was over there yesterday he was fine. by fine I mean he was hurting a little bit but he was normal, I could talk to him and all just fine. And he was telling me how he doesn’t like the location of the reception hall that we want for the wedding and nobody is gonna go if we have it there. “but I don’t care, I’m not gonna be there. I’m not gonna make it to then anyway” he always says that he won’t make it because he thinks he’s gonna die everyday. Anyway all his complaining isn’t out of the ordinary, what hurt was he said my aunt Lorraine thinks I’m gonna mess it up. Meaning my marriage. He wouldn’t explain why specifically but he agrees and said Mike is too good for me and I’m gonna find a way to fuck it up. WTF?! Why is he so god damn mean!? Im not a horrible person, why does he have to do this every time I’m a little happy.